EDEN - Drowning

«I think I lost my mind a while ago<br />Cause' I've been seeing some ghosts<br />And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine<br />But I lie<br />Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud<br />I've seen you cry but I've never seen you shout<br />Like a hurricane, these shots don't ricochet<br />Sight blurred I'm walkin dazed, girl I'm fucking faded<br />Or maybe wasted, I can't remember how it happened<br />Oh I don't know my limits at all<br />I'm sinking down into my thoughts<br />Oh my god<br /><br />But so what if I drank too much<br />This ain't love, it's just a firefight<br />And even if it's not enough<br />I'll say it once I swear I never lied<br />But this is the last time<br />This is the last time<br />This is the last time<br />This is the last time<br />You'll ever bring me down<br />But girl you know I'm drowning<br />And I keep goin' down<br />But I'll swear that I'm not, I'm not, I'm not<br /><br />It's friendly fire and sunlight<br />The aftermath of one too many<br />Words I said, when I should of said nothing at all<br />At all<br />I gotta stop overthinking<br />And missing<br />What could have been<br />You were never even really here<br />But still we are spinning<br />Just liars and cheaters<br />Right back where we started<br />But it don't get easier<br />I am drowning<br />In liquor and apathy<br />Will be the death of me<br /><br />But so what if I drank too much<br />This ain't love, it's just a firefight<br />And even if it's not enough<br />I'll say it once I swear I never lied<br />But this is the last time<br />This is the last time<br />This is the last time<br />This is the last time<br />You'll ever bring me down<br /><br />Interlude)<br /><br />Last time<br />This is the last time»